been pretty caught up in the whirlwind of things of late, and it doesn't help that sch's getting busier busier busier. deadlines are all catching up on me, and yes, i'm feeling the sinking feeling of impending doom, like i do every sem. except that this time around, i'm wondering if this will be a real doom.

during this brief blogging break, quite a number of things have happened, and though momentous and delightful, they will be surmised in a few bullet points:

1. the arrival of si hui on my doorstep!
2. spring break! road trip of my life, and the experience of driving a 7-seater. bwahaha.
3. caving at kentucky!
4. the extra night stay at lafayette that wasn't supposed to be
5. the discovery of the wonders of the madison public library system
6. the upcoming visit of yy

ah. more now than ever, i'm feeling the need to keep to my own private space, and yet not neglect my friends. it's a war, always. but now that i have such precious few moments left here, i find myself opting to spend what little time i have in my house, tottering around with random things, or just holed up in my room (especially with the miserable weather of last week!)

a million things on my mind right now, questions to many, answers to none. so many things waiting for me, so many changes, so many choices.

Ah. Father. Guide me, lead me, make everything right please?
i know, He's in charge.
but it's so easy to say, so hard to live it out.

[oh that my papers will write themselves =/]