2012

been thinking about what i want to do for the year ahead. 
less work (of cos... who doesn't want that), but more importantly, about what my dreams are, what i want to achieve, and whether or not i'm working towards it. 


what began as a far-fetched idea has somehow stuck through the years. and 7 years later, it's still on my mind. i don't think i'll ever achieve it, not sure if that's the direction God is leading me to. but i want to know that as far as possible, as much as God doesn't say otherwise, i want to be heading in that direction. even though i know i may never achieve it.


but still. i want to work towards it. 


and so, i've considered taking the CELTA. but i think the commitment is far too high for me to do it part time and juggle it with work. and i definitely can't get a mth off work. so that will have to wait. but that said, maybe i shld consider TESOL or something in the interim. and to do some teaching for the community kids this year. esp since i wanted to do it last year, but work got in the way. 


i don't think i can teach as a full time job in a government school ever... think the drudgery, the paperwork and admin, the politics and the non-teaching work would kill all passion. but as a side thing... to brush up my skills and teach kids in other countries... now, that's maybe something to consider seriously. at least, with 2012 still fresh, that's kinda what i want to scope this year to be. 


then again, let's see where God leads. as much as i want to do all these, well... only in His timing and in His will, as He opens those doors...