same nagging feeling in the tummy again.
not a good sign.

my to-do list just keeps getting longer and longer, but honestly, i've lost the motivation to get it done.
"whatever you do, work at it with all your heart, as working for the Lord, not for men, since you know that you will receive an inheritance from the Lord as a reward. It is the Lord Christ you are serving" Col 3:23-24

I know. I'm just so sian though. I'll try a little harder tomorrow i guess. but for today (and yesterday, and the day before)... i'm just nuahing and resting.

i'm grateful for the friends that God has given me. Unexpected good friends this year, who have come along side me and de-stressed me time and time again. When I'm down and out, when I'm discouraged and demotivated, when I'm just feeling like crap, God has given me a friend who cheers me up and encourages me forward.

and now, when my friend is down and out, sometimes it feels like there is so little that I can do. my abilities to comfort, soothe and "make it all better" is so limited and I'm just helpless.

and so I shall do the only thing that I can - look to the Maker of heaven and earth, my King, my Lord and my Father. Into Your hands, Lord, I commit.